Life is like a thermometer....
Sometimes the temperature goes up and sometimes it goes down...
It lives a erratic pattern when the weather is bad... it's stable when the weather is good...
Nobody wish to live a life filled with problems or sorrows...but...it does not mean that it's not there if you try to ignore it or pretend it's not there...
Who does not wish that life is filled with happiness always...
Sometimes a happy face may not be a happy face afterall...
When will i be truly happy once again? Maybe now, maybe next month, maybe it will never come...
"IT" is a scary item... it creeps in without u knowing it... it strikes u without u knowing it... it is invisible which makes it more creepy... it's so powerful that it just plunges u down to the lowest point in your life without any warning...
I need to snap out of "it" before it gets in too deep in me...
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Goals
Goals(Year 2010) to be fulfilled:
1) Driving Licence
2) Pick up studies
Had just passed my Final Theory last month. To arrange for practical session... the thoughts of it bring butterflies into my stomach.... eeewwww....
Have yet to decide which course to choose... deciding between biz management or HR... thinking... thinking... thinking...
1) Driving Licence
2) Pick up studies
Had just passed my Final Theory last month. To arrange for practical session... the thoughts of it bring butterflies into my stomach.... eeewwww....
Have yet to decide which course to choose... deciding between biz management or HR... thinking... thinking... thinking...
Perth Trip - Highlight of Year 2010
We enjoyed every bits of the moment in Perth!
All THANKS to CINNIE and REAGAN for making the kids' time in Perth an enjoyable and a memorable one! They wanna visit both of you again and next time we will pick summer cos winter is really cold lor... :)
THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!
Here's the wonder pixes we took when we were in Perth during the June's Holi! Enjoy em!
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Bleeding Heart
I now know why there is no 1 single tear shed...
Because the heart is bleeding... and it hurts deeply to the core...
Never had I felt it this way and I think being strike once is more than enough...
If you had misunderstood my unlying meaning for my previous entry then i could only say that you do not understand me at all after all these years...
Now i understand that you have been blaming me deep in your heart for your plight hence i guess no matter what i have been done and is still doing all this while has proven to be futile...
It's ok... I thank you for your revealing your true feelings about it and guess it's time for me to bow out now...
Because the heart is bleeding... and it hurts deeply to the core...
Never had I felt it this way and I think being strike once is more than enough...
If you had misunderstood my unlying meaning for my previous entry then i could only say that you do not understand me at all after all these years...
Now i understand that you have been blaming me deep in your heart for your plight hence i guess no matter what i have been done and is still doing all this while has proven to be futile...
It's ok... I thank you for your revealing your true feelings about it and guess it's time for me to bow out now...
Move On
It's time to move on....
When? How? Why?
Fear overwhelmed me whenever the thoughts of moving on lingers in my mind....
Tears will flow out against my will and it's hard to stop....
Why am I crying? I do not have the faintest idea why tears flow....
A doc can't cure his own illness, i guess....
How lousy i am!
Am trying hard to get rid of the lousy feeling which had been haunting me recently....
I guess as age is catching up on me, it's difficult to recover from blues....
Dear Lord, please show me the Way....
When? How? Why?
Fear overwhelmed me whenever the thoughts of moving on lingers in my mind....
Tears will flow out against my will and it's hard to stop....
Why am I crying? I do not have the faintest idea why tears flow....
A doc can't cure his own illness, i guess....
How lousy i am!
Am trying hard to get rid of the lousy feeling which had been haunting me recently....
I guess as age is catching up on me, it's difficult to recover from blues....
Dear Lord, please show me the Way....
Year 2010
My 1st entry for Year 2010.
Have not been actively blogging since my last entry. What happen?
Was busy with work, family, festive seasons etc etc....
My goals for Year 2010:
1) pick up books once again - a diploma in biz mgmt or HR
2) pass my driving licence
3) bring my dear babies to Perth Australia and visit Dearest Cinnie
Have not been actively blogging since my last entry. What happen?
Was busy with work, family, festive seasons etc etc....
My goals for Year 2010:
1) pick up books once again - a diploma in biz mgmt or HR
2) pass my driving licence
3) bring my dear babies to Perth Australia and visit Dearest Cinnie
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