Bleeding Heart

I now know why there is no 1 single tear shed...

Because the heart is bleeding... and it hurts deeply to the core...

Never had I felt it this way and I think being strike once is more than enough...

If you had misunderstood my unlying meaning for my previous entry then i could only say that you do not understand me at all after all these years...

Now i understand that you have been blaming me deep in your heart for your plight hence i guess no matter what i have been done and is still doing all this while has proven to be futile...

It's ok... I thank you for your revealing your true feelings about it and guess it's time for me to bow out now...

Move On

It's time to move on....

When? How? Why?

Fear overwhelmed me whenever the thoughts of moving on lingers in my mind....

Tears will flow out against my will and it's hard to stop....

Why am I crying? I do not have the faintest idea why tears flow....

A doc can't cure his own illness, i guess....

How lousy i am!

Am trying hard to get rid of the lousy feeling which had been haunting me recently....

I guess as age is catching up on me, it's difficult to recover from blues....

Dear Lord, please show me the Way....

Year 2010

My 1st entry for Year 2010.

Have not been actively blogging since my last entry. What happen?

Was busy with work, family, festive seasons etc etc....

My goals for Year 2010:
1) pick up books once again - a diploma in biz mgmt or HR
2) pass my driving licence
3) bring my dear babies to Perth Australia and visit Dearest Cinnie