Happiness is The Way of Life

Thermometer

2010-07-04T14:48:00.003+08:00

Life is like a thermometer....

Sometimes the temperature goes up and sometimes it goes down...

It lives a erratic pattern when the weather is bad... it's stable when the weather is good...

Nobody wish to live a life filled with problems or sorrows...but...it does not mean that it's not there if you try to ignore it or pretend it's not there...

Who does not wish that life is filled with happiness always...

Sometimes a happy face may not be a happy face afterall...

When will i be truly happy once again? Maybe now, maybe next month, maybe it will never come...

"IT" is a scary item... it creeps in without u knowing it... it strikes u without u knowing it... it is invisible which makes it more creepy... it's so powerful that it just plunges u down to the lowest point in your life without any warning...

I need to snap out of "it" before it gets in too deep in me...

Goals

2010-07-04T14:44:00.002+08:00

Goals(Year 2010) to be fulfilled:
1) Driving Licence
2) Pick up studies

Had just passed my Final Theory last month. To arrange for practical session... the thoughts of it bring butterflies into my stomach.... eeewwww....

Have yet to decide which course to choose... deciding between biz management or HR... thinking... thinking... thinking...

Perth Trip - Continued

2010-07-04T11:05:00.002+08:00

Perth Trip - Highlight of Year 2010

2010-07-04T10:56:00.003+08:00

We enjoyed every bits of the moment in Perth!

All THANKS to CINNIE and REAGAN for making the kids' time in Perth an enjoyable and a memorable one! They wanna visit both of you again and next time we will pick summer cos winter is really cold lor... :)

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!

Here's the wonder pixes we took when we were in Perth during the June's Holi! Enjoy em!

Bleeding Heart

2010-02-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

I now know why there is no 1 single tear shed...

Because the heart is bleeding... and it hurts deeply to the core...

Never had I felt it this way and I think being strike once is more than enough...

If you had misunderstood my unlying meaning for my previous entry then i could only say that you do not understand me at all after all these years...

Now i understand that you have been blaming me deep in your heart for your plight hence i guess no matter what i have been done and is still doing all this while has proven to be futile...

It's ok... I thank you for your revealing your true feelings about it and guess it's time for me to bow out now...

Move On

2010-02-06T17:24:00.002+08:00

It's time to move on....

When? How? Why?

Fear overwhelmed me whenever the thoughts of moving on lingers in my mind....

Tears will flow out against my will and it's hard to stop....

Why am I crying? I do not have the faintest idea why tears flow....

A doc can't cure his own illness, i guess....

How lousy i am!

Am trying hard to get rid of the lousy feeling which had been haunting me recently....

I guess as age is catching up on me, it's difficult to recover from blues....

Dear Lord, please show me the Way....

Year 2010

2010-02-06T17:11:00.002+08:00

My 1st entry for Year 2010.

Have not been actively blogging since my last entry. What happen?

Was busy with work, family, festive seasons etc etc....

My goals for Year 2010:
1) pick up books once again - a diploma in biz mgmt or HR
2) pass my driving licence
3) bring my dear babies to Perth Australia and visit Dearest Cinnie

Clarification...

2009-12-08T16:33:00.003+08:00

Someone got worried when he saw the AD i placed in my blog yesterday.... Ha ha!

Just wish to clarify that the AD is not meant for me but for my 2 Dearest chummies namely C & J... Hahahaha....

I'm blissfully married to my lovely hubby + 2 lovable children + 1 goldie dog.....

Continued....

2009-12-07T14:21:00.002+08:00

Further to the ad placed earlier on, additional criteron to be added on:

- must love kids (& we really mean LOVE)
- must love dogs (cos u need to pick up the pooh)
- most importantly you must LOVE the woman you gonna MARRY!

DO NOT HESITATE FURTHER, SEND IN YOUR RESUME NOW!

Vacancies!

2009-12-07T14:09:00.002+08:00

ACJ Limited* is looking for potential candidates to fill up 2 important positions: BRIDEGROOM.

Criterion:
- must be above 170 cm, preferably 175cm
- tall nose
- high EQ
- good cook
- talented (pls prepare a gig if you are shortlisted for an interview)
- good looking
- funny
- knowledgeable
- charismatic (like George Clooney)
- musically inclined

Interested candidates, please BB Lea Anne at her number. We will arrange for an interview with you shortly. If you do not have her number, this means that you are not acquainted to her in any way hence you will not be considered at all! Don't waste time...

Cheerios!

Love,
Lea Anne

*ACJ Limited is a public listed company which is helmed by the following prestigious ladies:
CEO Lea Anne
CFO Cinnie
COO Jessie

Growing Up

2009-12-07T13:25:00.003+08:00

My girl is growing up.....:)

Yesterday, she asked me for permission to go for a charlet event organised by her classmates.

This is gonna be her 1st (definitely not the last, i'm sure!) time away from us overnight in a charlet.... Though i have my reservation but i have to let her go when the time is ripe...

Is this the ripe time? I'm not sure but I know she will not let me down... :)

Can u imagine that Charmaine Koh Shi Min is gonna stay overnight with her "girl-friends" in the charlet for the 1st time? Oh my God! I can't believe that time is catching up fast with us....

I do hope that she will have a great & fun time with her friends! Really... I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

Girl! Go and enjoy yourself! You deserve this break! :)

BIGGEST LOVE,
Mummy & Daddy & Aidan

God's Blessing!

2009-12-07T13:21:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time that i update my blog....

Here's a good news to share with all.

Charmaine passed her PSLE and will be proceeding to Normal(Academic) next year!

It's with GOD's Blessing + her own Hard Work(off course) that she made it so far... Off course not forgetting the effort from her home tutor (Ms Pei Ying) to coach her during this trying period. A BIG THANK YOU to all involved. :)

BIG LOVE from:
Lea Anne :)

To be or not to be

2009-10-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

At times, I’m amazed at how selfish a person can be.

They want more from others but refuse to give at all.

They dare to despise others and think that they are the High Almighty when they are just a shell with nothing inside. Really nothing at all.

They think so highly of their “beauty” but they forgot that such “beauty” will leaves them when they aged… They would not know how to age gracefully….

They will kick a BIG fuss when they can’t get what they want.

They feel that SHARING is a sin and being SELFISH is a beauty.

They will only go for prayers when they hit a bad patch and expect deity to save their souls.

GOD, I know why you put such people around us. This is a test for us and also a constant reminder that we should not be like them. Most important thing is you want us to save them hence YOU place us amongst them….

Well, GOD… I’m struggling with YOUR IDEAS as I’m still a human afterall… However, I will try… YOU know what I mean…

Thanks be to GOD…

OUR CHILDREN

2009-10-16T16:10:00.001+08:00

Heard a sad news over radio early in the morning today.

A P5 boy’s body was found at his block yesterday. He took his oral examination yesterday.

I can’t help to think that he may have committed suicide due to his poor performance during his oral examination? This may be my assumption but I kind of trust my instinct that I may be right afterall.

What makes him take the plunge? It’s really no easy feat to be able to muster that courage and jump off a flat, you know….

How does nowsadays parents / teachers rate poor performance or good performance?

Does poor performance refers to not being able to get A*?

What’s wrong with the education school system / parents nowsadays?

I am considered a weird mum in my daughter’s teachers’ eye. Why? Cos I give her freedom in whatever she does… She is given permission to fail her test or exam as long as she has put in effort in her studies. She is given the permission to be able to fall as long as she is able to pick up where she falls and move on with her life.

I was not like this when she first started P1. We both learned through the hard way and after I have changed my own mindset, we are much happier and are indeed a pair of happy mummy and daughter. She is willing to share with me her problems and always count on me to be there for her whenever she needed support from me. I am gald that GOD gives me a chance to see the light and am grateful to HIM.

Do you love your children more just because they score A* in all their subjects and not because they are YOUR children? Yes! YOUR CHILDREN is GOD’S gift to you!

Ask yourself these questions:
1) Have you hug your children everyday?
2) Have you say “I LOVE YOU” to your children everyday?
3) Have spend quality time with your children everyday? Even for at least ½ hour?
4) Have you been cooking dinner for your children whenever you can?
5) Have you tell your children that you are always available for them whenever they needed you regardless you are at work or not?
6) Have you tell your children that failure is the mother of success and do not be afraid to fall. Just have the courage to pick up and move forward?

Start doing some of the above if you have?

Give OUR CHILDREN back their CHILDHOOD! We had ours and have no reason to deprive them of their childhood….

TRUST......

2009-10-11T11:39:00.002+08:00

It's sad when trust is no longer present.

Now that I know that when you pick me up is because you do not trust me. It hurts me deeply... very deeply...hurt is no longer the word that could describe my actual feelings.

I know you are going through a tough journey... Me too... I am going through it with you but i guess whatever i have done so far is not enough to expel your distrust in me.

I am not someone who pay lip service. If it's the lip service that you wanted, i'm afraid i am not the right person then.

Raining Day....

2009-08-30T16:14:00.002+08:00

It's been raining since early morning...

It's representing my mood...

Am always telling close ones that "Tomorrow is a better day!!! Look on the bright side..." But a doc can't cure his own illness...

Well, life still needs to go on, isn't it... be it happy or sad....

Let it be... This philosophy requires loads and loads and loads and loads of inner strength to achieve it...

THANK YOU!

2009-08-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

Thank you for standing by me through this trying period....

I am grateful to you.... and am gald that GOD sent you to be part of my life... :)

Trying Hard

2009-08-16T20:23:00.001+08:00

Believe me... I am trying... I am trying very very very hard....but i just cannot let go as yet...

For YOU! GREAT people in my life!

2009-07-26T12:21:00.002+08:00

好好的做人!

2009-07-26T10:10:00.001+08:00

My Dad & I

I am my dad’s eldest daughter.

My dad was a seaman when he was young. He would be out in the sea for at least for a couple of months and will stay in s’pore for another couple of months with his family. During those time was only my dad, my mum, my grandma, my ah gong, my uncles and aunties.

Being the only child at that point of time, I have all of my dad’s attention. Whenever, he is in s’pore, he would bring me to Clifford Pier to have a boat ride before mid year or final year exam. This outing went on till he is no longer a seaman and found a job in s’pore. As I grew older, we have our Sunday jogging around AMK. My dad loves to jogs. My dad loves the harmonica too. When he is happy, he will blow his harmonica and sing one of his favourite song – lu dao xiao ye qu. Right now, his singing is in my mind… how I missed his singing… because of our strained relationship, I seldom hears him sing anymore because of the seldom meet up we have and also because he wasn’t happy.

My dad is very particular of our education hence he would make sure that he engages tutor for me so that I could excel in my studies. And yet I have disappointed him in not making it to the university. Yes, as my brother had put it in his passage that my dad is a stern dad who seldom smiles. I guess the reason why he does not smile is because he has a few concerns to take care of during those times like how to bring in more money for the family and also because of the troubled relationship with my mum. They always quarrel and I hated it very much.

I had my fair share of quarrels with him too. The very big one was when I gave birth to my son in 2002, September. Mum told me that she is having hard time with dad and she wanted to move to 2nd auntie house. I told her since I have spare rooms then why don’t she stay with me and at the same time helped me look after aidan. This was a wrong choice which I made. I did not consider that my dad would be lonely at home alone. So unfilial of me, right? We did make up probably a year later and he has aged a lot then.

During the 3 years my mum stayed with me, things got worst and we no longer stayed together. During the time I was avoiding my mum, I have to meet my dad at coffeeshop for a meal or coffee. In one of our meet-ups, he said sorry to me and it took me by surprise. I only said “orh”. Why didn’t I tell him that forgiveness is in the air? This is the problem with us Chinese; we do not express out our feelings to each other no matter who they are. It’s always until that your loved one has passed on then you will start blaming yourself for not expressing your love to them. My dad did ask me to forgive my mum for the trauma she had given me during the 3 years stay with me and I refused. He told me that we only have 1 mum in our life and no matter what happens, we are still 1 family. Despite of how mum treated my dad, he still speaks up for her and this makes me regain the lost respect I had for him previously.

Talking about respect, I looked up to my dad in our early days together especially when he was in his ns policeman uniform. My dad really looks smart in his uniform attire. And I remembered that I told myself I wanna to be a policewoman when I grow up. I did not end up being a policewoman but my brother fulfilled that for me.

To come to think about it, I did not do my best in spending time with him. I am always busy with work and children that I have ignore that fact that he also needs someone to talk to. Only till now, I have lost him, I missed him so dearly! What kind of daughter am I????????

My brother called me on 25th morning telling me that dad wasn’t feeling well and I told him to bring dad to see doctor in one of the nearby clinic. Later was told by my brother that dad went to hospital instead. I thought that it’s the same ailment he had the last time as he was admitted to hospital before for bloated stomach which later was diagnosed as stomach ulcer which was later cured by some medication without going through any surgery which my dad had dreaded. Dad had told me before that he does not want to suffer in the hospital in the event he falls sick. He always does not believe in western doctors as he felt that they took him as guinea pigs which he does not like. I visited him on 26th to 28th May 2009 after work and spent time talking to him. My brother did sent me an mms on 28th May showing dad’s restless facial expression which kind of worried me and my brother told me that doctor said because of his low blood pressure hence he is restless. I talked to the doctor in charge on 28th May nite time when I was at the hospital and the doctor told me that will discuss my dad’s condition with the kidney doctor before they could tell us more. However, she did pre-empted me that he may need dialysis in order to purge out the water and toxic in his body as they suspected that his kidney is failing him. On the late nite of 28th may, my brother called me and we rushed down to hospital as doctor said that they have no choice but to rushed him to icu to be on 24hrs of dialysis as his condition had gotten worse. Seeing him having tubes all around him pains me deeply. We saw him in the icu ward and I could never ever forgets how he looked at me with his pleading eyes that he does not want tubes around him and he wants it to be taken out but I was helpless. I couldn’t help him do that and had to assured he that doctor will do their best. He was struggling to free himself but he couldn’t. My brother and I decided to stay put in hospital as we would receives calls from the hospital whenever we are on our way home. Guess he just does not want to be alone in the hospital and wanna our company. Guess what, there was no 1 single call from the doctors when we stayed put in the hospital. Strange isn’t it?

On 31st May 2009, things are not improving and my brother and I told each other to be mentally prepared for the worst. I brought charmaine and aidan to visit dad and whisper to him that they had come to visit him, tear trinkle down his eye. Believe he know that they are here to see him. Immediate families came over to visit my dad and upon making sure all of the people he would want to “meet” had turn up; both my brother and I told him to go in peace and not to worry for us.

I started my rosary prayer for my dad on 28th May 2009. Urging GOD to reduce his suffering and that if it’s time for him to be home, please bring him HOME with not much suffering at my dad’s end. If it’s still not time yet, please heal him and and bless him speedy recovery. Since then, every morning and evening, I will do my rosary prayer for my dad and GOD answered my prayer. Indeed, my dad’s suffering was minimized during his stay in ICU.

My dad had attended a Methodist church before when he had stopped working and he shared with me about GOD briefly. Actually, my dad wanted to be a convert Christian before because there was once he was really sick in one of the countries he went during his seaman’s days and a Father had took care of him during those sick period. However, because of my mum’s disapproval, my dad gave up the idea of being a convert Christian. Coincidentally, my religion path is more towards Christianity too, Catholic way.

I have to thank my dad for being very insistant that my Chinese must be the best language because he is a Chinese educated person. Because of him, I am good in this subject and am able to read fan ti zi. Imagine he made me read 三毛流浪and calligraphy too. He always feels that learning calligraphy trained your handwriting to be nice but I gave up after 1 mth of trying… hence, my handwriting is really not nice lor…

This sums up my journey with my beloved dad for the past 35 years.

爸, 我好好好想您! 我們會好好的做人. 不要操心.

Destiny

2009-07-25T16:48:00.002+08:00

Destiny brings 2 persons together.....

It may be short-lived or may be for a lifetime....

Do treasure each other when you are together....

Time will not turn back no matter what you do....

49 Days

2009-07-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

Date of birth: 24 aug 1948 (Lunar calendar)
Date of Return Home: 1st June 2009 ( wu yue chu jiu)
Final age: 62years (Lunar age)

Today marks the 49th day of my beloved dad's Return to Home.

My dad's life was full of hardship as he was not born in a rich family. He gave up his studies in his young age as the family needed him to contribute in order to get by and there were younger siblings who needed monies for school too.

In my memory since young, my dad was a bread stall holder, a sailor, a taxi driver, a delivery man, a handicraft man, a petrol station pumper and lastly a security guard...

He likes to play his harmonica and sing his favourite song - Lu Dao Xiao Ye Ju... I am considered one of the fortunate one being the eldest as i have heard him sang before and i can vividly hear his singing now.... He was always so happy whenever he had the time and mood do this favourite pastime of his...

He was always the stern and strict father but he has his soft side too. During his free time, he would try different recipe and let us try... His cooking is definitely better than my mum cos he cooked with his heart.... One of my favourite dish cooked by my dad is fried markerel with soya sauce porridge... Yes... it's a simple dish but i tell you, it's the best porridge i had tasted so far...

I miss you, Pa! I really really really miss you loads!

Life Recipe

2009-05-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

Ingredients:
1) Simplicity
2) Sanity
3) Optimism
4) Happyness

Methods:
Mix ingredients 1 to 4
Sprinkle little salt
Sprinkle little spice

Tah dah.... you have your LIFE!

Ponder.....

2009-05-21T09:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I ponder: "Have I not done enough?"

Sometimes I ponder: "How much more do I still need to go through?"

Somtimes I ponder: "Why? Why? Why?"

After all these pondering, I conclude that this is a test for me in this life to makes me stronger to cope with more challenging tasks ahead....

Okie dokie...back to my happy food of the day - meiji choco gummies.... :)

Life is once again beautiful....

Where do i go from here?

2009-05-18T09:38:00.002+08:00

One of the grey days..... :(

Where do i go from here?

Where are my hopes?

Where are my optimism?

All lost in transition?

I don't know....

tRIBUTE To mY bITcHY sOuLmAte!

2009-05-14T12:55:00.003+08:00

Hey Friend,

You know who you are... YES! YOU! Stop your "roll eye" pattern.... Hahaha....

It's not easy to find a "bitchy" soulmate and yet we found each other.... Isn't life so amazing...cos frankly speaking, we have few things in common and yet we can click so amazingly well.... Haha..

To name a few discrepancies between us:
Like you like branded stuff, I don't....
Like you like shopping (Mphosis lah-Your all time fav, La Senza lah), I don't....
Like you like pedicure & manicure, I don't....

However, GOD made us meet and as u would have know now the rest are history.... :) Hahaha....

Thank you for being part of the enjoyable and fun bitching session with me almost everyday.... It makes workplace more endurable else I would have died and grown into a BIG HUGE MOULDY MUSHROOM liaoz.... hahaha... why mushroom right? cos I LOVE MUSHROOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMSSSS..... I want to be a Mario Mushroom in my next life... WHAHAHAA.....

Hey suddenly I have an idea! Since there is a book called Chicken Soup then we should write a book about our daily bitching scoops and named the book "THE BITCHY SOUP"! Then we will be rich just by collecting copyrights $$$$$$$$..... Aren't I a genius???? whahaha.....

Thank you for being my "bitchy friend"!

友宜万 "shui" (unable to find the chinese character for shui so replaced with hanyu pinyin lor) hahahhaaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Food for Thought.....

2009-05-14T10:59:00.001+08:00

Saw this mantra:
You live by choice, not by circumstance.
You manage your life through faith, not by feeling.
Hmm.....it sets me thinking..... Hmm....

朋友

2009-05-12T11:31:00.001+08:00

Don't walk in front of me
I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me
I may not lead.
Just walk beside me
and be my friend.

幸福

2009-05-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

幸福是一顆夢想的種子，需要用生命的熱情去灌溉..........。

Little note to my Little Ones

2009-05-06T10:53:00.002+08:00

Dear Charmaine & Aidan,

I know now is the period both of you are feeling stress out due to exam period.

Mummy just wanna to say "give it your best!" I am sure u can do it! :)

Please do have enough rest too even though studies is important.

Little note to my Dear Dear

2009-05-06T10:43:00.002+08:00

Dear,

Just would like to say "I LOVE YOU"... :) *blush* *blush* *blush*

Your beloved 3 Dearest -Anne, Charmaine and Aidan will always be with you in bad and good times.... :)

Whatever you are going through for the past years is just a test and I am sure you are able to overcome this test. No matter what happens, we are always there to give u a helping hand..... We will never give up no matter how hard it can be.....

Love,
Dearest Anne

Xin Yuan Ji Gang!

2009-05-05T10:51:00.002+08:00

We always enjoyed our hearty meals at Xin Yuan Ji.....

Sliced fish meehoon with milk... *slurp*
Cereal prawns.... yummy!

To our personal little pastry chef - ah ting,
Thank you for your souvenirs from the various part of CHINA.... Xi-an lah... Har-er-bin lah.... Shanghai lah....
Thank you for keeping me in your heart always though you ventured out to Shanghai during your attachment... I so touched sia... :)

We are still waiting for your banana cake or crumble.... right here waiting for you..... hahaha....

Just wanna says to you: Xiao Peng You, you will go very far de with your humble and hardworking attitude... always wanna to give a hundred and ten percent in your work or studies... Keep up this positive attitude of yours, yeah! off course, not forgetting your wide grin! :)

Happy Anniversary! Mini Olympic Gang!

2009-05-05T10:13:00.002+08:00

Hey Mini Olympic peeps!

Yesterday marks the 1 year anniversary of our Mini Olympic segment at the THK charity show!

Reliving last year preparation of the show brings happiness within me cos i truly enjoyed rehearsing and being part of this gang. Though we have our own emo and stubborn moments but this is because we wanted to make sure our performance is flawless as possible.... :)

Our late nights rehearsals.....
Our snacking sessions...........
Our roti prata sessions after rehearsals......
Off course not forgetting the daily snapshot sessions with everyone including Nat, Ben, Darren, Tak Gor and Chin who were so fun loving too...

These are the unforgettable memories...... :)

THANK YOU ALL for being part of this memories in my life....

Little Friends Club

2009-05-05T09:43:00.002+08:00

Friendship is a very amazing thing in this world......

Some are short-lived....
Some are superficial...... Hi and Bye....
Some are long-lived.......just like the 3 of us....

The 3 of us are the only family members of this Little Friends Club..... not because we are little in age though... hahaha... how i wish i could remain little.... hehehe......

Our gatherings though not alot but enjoyable.... Talking about our loved ones makes us welled up in tears.... it's this kind of sharing which brought us even closer....

Dear little sisters, thank you for being part of my life... not anyone can tahan my EMO style.... From the bottom of my heart - THANK YOU! *tears welling up again*

Dear ah tan - I will always be around supporting you whenever and wherever you are... :)

Dear ah lye - My door is always open for you....I am gald you are back from outer space.... GOD has brought you back to us ..... :) You asked me what makes me turn to HIM? What i can say is that there is a affinity between HIM and me...and now is the time that i respond to his calling.... Just like you and me, our affinity has not ended hence we are still able to pick up where we last left.... :) This is what i call FRIENDSHIP aka SISTERHOOD! Remember, me and ah tan will always be around you wherever u go....

No Manners... Shame on you.... Bleh

2009-04-24T07:43:00.004+08:00

What has happen to our younger generation nowsaday, I wonder?

Has the earth turn anti-clockwise?

Overheard a conversation between a father and his daughter(sounds like she is in her teens)

Daughter(in commanding tone): Why no service?

Father: They say never make payment.

Daughter(in commanding tone): How come never make payment?

Father: I did not receive any bills.

Daughter(in commanding tone): Then now how?

Father: They say will resume service and will send me the bill.

In another conversation:

Father: Girl, the staff says can swap the equipment now then they will provision in our account.

Daughter: then why the last time their staff says must sign up new service then can take this

thing? why they so PIG!

To the Girl - Little girl, WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To the Father - Mr X, have you become your daughter's son?

Can you imagine what would be your parents' response if you ever talked to your parents in the above manner? My parents will make sure I am being slammed onto the wall for being so rude and disrespectful!

Another GLOOMY Day

2009-04-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

It's one of the "not so happy" day again... yes ... again... :(

Some people are just so capable of making life miserable for others....

Why?

Is it because you are not happy in your life hence you want to make other people's life miserable too? Or because you are just plain jealous of others' happiness hence you want to go out of your way to destroy others' happiness?

What's the point of always acting to be the pitiful one when you are not!!!!!!!!!!!

Cut off all your crappy and fakey acts! Get out of my sight!

I really can't stand 1 second looking at you.... your face really SUCKS! SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!

BAPTISM DAY!

2009-04-13T17:51:00.002+08:00

11th April 2009
The "Day" I was baptised.

For the past 1 year(almost), I have learnt alot from attending RCIA class.
HE taught me Tolerance, Happiness, LOVE and also Forgiveness..... I have sensed some changes in me.... Without HIM, i guess i will still be the same old stubborn oxen.... hahaha... however, i will still have my own emo period though... guess this will not change....

4th April 2009
Part 1 of Baptism - Anointing of oil

I cried. Something touches my heart and i cried....while still singing the hymn "YOU ARE MINE".
I have relieved my nightmare from my heart forever.... I felt so light.... guess the "nightmare" i have been carrying all these years had R.I.P forever....

Joy of sharing?

2008-12-22T22:31:00.003+08:00

It's been a long long long long long long long time since i last updated my blog.....

Lil cow had been reminding me to update my blog... but i just do not have the mood to do it... PMS period i guess..... Wa... think this PMS period had lasted for too long liaoz... Anyway, not that my PMS period is over... It's still on but suddenly just feel like blogging to release my thoughts.....

It's the time of the year again.....

Everyone are busy with x'mas shopping, finding glamourous dresses to wear for xmas party and year end party, busying priming themselves to look their best etc......

What is "Joy of Sharing"?

To me, it's to share the xmas spirit of giving with your beloved loved ones and friends.... off course not any tom, dick and harry..... well, sometimes your selfless thoughts are not being appreciated by others.... I do keep reminding myself that not everyone share the same wave length as I do.... but it still hurts when good gesture is not appreciated....

Well, don't worry! I am not gonna be unhappy over such SELF-FISH people... They are nobody to me anyway.... What's most important is that i have my dearest family and beloved friends to share my life with....You know who you are... :)

Family / Friends - Do not worry for me... I will pick myself up in no time.... You know you can count on me for that.... Just that I don't know when though... Hahahaha.... You know lah... When I start getting EMO... I can be a silent monster freak......

Ho! Ho! Ho!
Far - la - la - la - la - la - la -la - la.....
MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!!!!

Self Help

2008-09-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

I simply just don't understand why some people like to dwell on their misfortune so much that they do not know how to self help themselves.... They simply don't understand that problems will not be absolutely solved if they do not take that small/big step on their part!

I have said my final piece and am not going to repeat myself again. Enough is enough...

Kalavani is BACK!!!!!!

2008-08-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

Received an sms today and it brightens up my day...hmm... nite i mean cos it's nearing 10pm now...

Our DEAR KALAVANI is FINALLY back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KALAVANI,
WE MISSED U LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS & LOTS......
so many LOTS that this page also cannot fill em up!

You know who WE are..... We are waiting for you to catch up from where we left the last time.........:)

AM VERY GALD AND HAPPY YOU ARE BACK FROM OUTER SPACE............. :)

THANK YOU FOR BRIGHTENING UP MY NITE....Will sleep with a smile on my face tonite....:)

...................

2008-08-24T18:26:00.002+08:00

Well, I know i have not been updating my blog for a long long long long time....
Just don't have the mood to do it i guess....
I still owe xiao nu some pixes to be uploaded onto her blog... Yes, i still remember lah... I saw your note in your blog liaoz....

Outing with Charlyn, Clare aka fishball and xiao nu is always not enough as we have alot to catch up and share... share gossips lah.... Charlyn going to China coming september for her school attachment...Am still waiting for her to organise a trip to my housie to see Golden (that's who she and xiao nu wanna visit...hahaha)... So Miss Charlyn, please do see to the arrangement ah... Count on you liaoz....

Life @ work is busy with new OJT newbies and off course Express Class training... It's always good to be busy as it leaves you no space and time to dwell on unhappy things/issues....

My cousy-wan en says i always look as if i am happy and optimistic...but deep in my heart, i may be very unhappy.... well, everyone have his/her own ups and downs... I am just trying my best not to affect other pple's mood because of my own personal problems... it would not be fair to whoever is around me... guess this is one of my stubborn streak i suppose....

I have happy times too... like when my children(Charmaine and Aidan) are happy, like when Eddie is cheery and talkative, like going outings with my beloved friends and cousies, like when Golden learnt new things such as learning to listen to my commands such as sit! stay! It's tough though but perserverance does pays off when you does the training consistently...

Recently, it has always been rainy days... just like my feelings.... Suddenly thought of "Smell of the Rain"....

Have I not done enough??????

2008-07-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

Have I not done enough???

Why? Is life so difficult to live?

Why? Is it so diffcult to lead a happy life?

What have I done to deserve all this?

Is it because I am not rich enough hence you think I should accept such fucked up treatment???

Well, I may be crying now... it's not because you have strike a victory... rather I have decided ,after such a good cry, I would not shed a single tear anymore regardless how lowly u think of me....

Marriage...Lifetime or not?

2008-07-08T17:02:00.002+08:00

Weather status: Sick day :(

What is the definition of marriage?
mar·riage:
the legal or religious ceremony that formalizes the decision of a man and woman to live as husband and wife

To me, marriage is for lifetime unless some tragedies befall on us and separate us between heaven and earth or any tinge of unfaithfulness creeps in to destroy this blissful marriage.

Why do some people, be it man or woman, would want to dishonour the marriage vow which he/she promised during his/her wedding day? Superduper delicious temptation which you could not resist or a moment of folly?

In some cases, wife supported her husband unconditionally and trying her best to balance between family and work. But at the end of the day, husband feels that the wild flower outside their house is more attractive than his homely orchid flower. Even though, he may have spent more monies on his latest vamp than on his own wifey....

In other cases, wife took on a housewife role and ensure that all housework/children are taken care of and most important of all is to cook sumptuous meals for husband who works so hard in order to bring in bread and butter home. However, at the end of the day, husband still feels that wife is still not as attractive to the vamp he had had an extra marital affairs with....

Old people like to say:" married couple must have children lah cos children is the bridge between husband and wife..." Does this statement stands anymore in this modern era? I'm afraid not anymore.... sad to know but it's the truth....

Whenever i hear any stories of unfaithfulness from my friends or of my own witness, this word would always come out from my mouth first.... "JIIIIAAAANNNN!!!!" and after which the colourful vocab would flow out automatically......I shan't add on....

I really do hope that my own marriage would be for a lifetime....but....if it's not gonna to be due to unfaithfulness...then I could only say that the affinity between him and me has reach a "timeout" stage and would not be continued anymore...Period.

Michael & Michelle Wedding & Rite of Acceptance Day

2008-06-29T22:55:00.004+08:00

Wedding gift from newlywed
menu page

I KNOW...I KNOW.... it's been ages I have updated my blog...

Here's the recent events which have taken place.....

2 "BIG" events

27 June 2008

"Ten ten ten ten"

"Ten ten ten ten"

"Ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten tennnnnn......"

27 June 2008 marks the day Michael officially says goodbye to bachelorhood and would be having a dear pretty wifey-Michelle to be with him till eternity....:)

It's been 1 year plus since I have relocated from AR campus to Haw Par campus and one of the things i misses most was Michael's chirpy greetings to me. He never fails to give me morning/afternoon/evening greetings whenever he passes by my workstation... and he will always says goodbye to me whenever we knock off at the same time....

His chirpy greetings:

1) " ANNE, ZAO!"

or

2) "ANNE, XIA WU HAO!"

and

"ANNE, ZAI JIAN!"

He is always such a smiling gentleman and never fails to put smile to those who are around him...trust me...his smile is contagious...your smile will automatically pops up whenever he fling his DARLIE smile to you.... "Aw...he is such a dear to all of us who knows him"....

I, hereby, wishes Michael and Michelle to be always happy and loving forever and ever and off course, have a bb Michael or Michelle soon....:) So clique...I KNOW!!!

29 June 2008
Rite of Acceptance Day

Today, I attended a Rite of Acceptance ceremony at The Lord of the Risen Christ Church @ Toa Payoh... From a Enquirer to a Catechumen and waiting to be baptised after graduating from RCIA class next Easter Day 2009.....

I have received my first Bible from Father during the ceremony... yeah....:)

*yawn* it's late...gotta meet sleepyzzz angel now.... till i blog again.... *yawn*

NATurallyNat Membership Drive 2008!!!

2008-06-05T00:46:00.003+08:00

Dear all,

NATurallyNat Membership Drive 2008 has started!

Start date: 1 June 2008
Closing date: 30 June 2008

You see him on TV, You hear him sing and now you wanna get to know more about him cos you think he is super duper suave and HOT(quoting from the youngsters), join Nat Ho's fan club whereby you would have a chance to meet him face to face...Cool isn't it???

Do not hesitate anymore! You may check out the application process @ http://naturallynat.net/forums

With Love,
Chilli Mum :)

Cold Bug Attack!!!!! + Surprise Pressie!!!!

2008-06-01T09:25:00.004+08:00

Left: Dear Dear Right: Dear dear de Ai Ai (Me lah!)
(psst: my dear dear privately called me Ai Ai de...whahahaha...sshhh..don't laugh so loud...wait he will be very shy de....hehehee...)
Love toothbrush from Dear Dear

Shucks! Caught a "COLD" bug and had been feeling terrible for the past few days....However cannot take mc cos still in the midst of completing my mobile cross training....so kept popping EXTRA STRONG panadol and no sign of recovery leh...

Had the worst feeling when i felt that i was having fever on Friday during training and told my training peeps that i gotta see doctor after training ends...

While waiting for dear dear at Kovan mrt's pick up point, the "hot" and "cold" zones were having a battle within my body....while they were trying to outdo each other, I was left standing at the pick up point and trying my best not to *faint*....FINALLY dear dear came to my rescue and I just plopped myself onto the car seat and stay motionless....Not dead lah... Just too sick....:(
Later in the nite then realised should have pop Panadol COLD tablet instead..... *ARRGGGGHHHHH* Going bonkers liaoz.....

Rest at home yesterday and wrapped myself up like a "dumpling" to sweat it out and this morning when i was brushing up, finally cough out some "slimey", "yellowish" and bit of "reddish" phlegm...EEEEKKKKKKSSSS.......... My throat felt slightly better after this......

Dear dear gave me a surprise pressie ..... A Diamond? nope... A sexy lingerie? nope.... A bouquet of daisy? nope..... It's a ...................tah dah dah dah........................A new toothbrush!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's an Oral-B Corss Action Pro-Healthy toothbrush which has 7 Oral Care Benefits. They are:
1) Remove hard-to-reach plague
2) Promotes healthy gums
3) Cleans along the gumlines
4) Polishes away surface stains
5) Removes odor-causing bacteria on the tongue
6) Massages gums
7) Gentle on enamel and gums

This toothbrush is damn super lorz... It combines Criss-Cross Bristles, Textured Tongue Cleaner, Soft Gum Massagers, Poer Tip Bristles and Indicator Bristles......

So xin fu..... :) hehehe.... *blush* *blush* *blush*

The SB Temp Team

2008-05-30T07:18:00.003+08:00

Back left to right: Jun Ming, Jit Chong, Yong Joo, Thomas
Middle: ME! (THE QUEEN, hahaha...)

Went back to AR campus yesterday(29 May 2008) to visit my friends and my children(Nursery team)...

Am gald that I went back for the visit cos the SB Temp Team whom I had taught them for the cable crash course gonna leave the call center very soon....In fact, it was Thomas's last day @ AR campus....

Was surprised when they asked me to take a pix with them as I really did not have much time with them as they are based at AR campus and under Pauline's care....

Instantly, I felt like a SUPERSTAR lorz.... hahaha....

I am touched by their gesture....

Drop by,to most of my children, to say Hi and am gald they are coping well and enjoying themselves in the call center...and some of them came over to me to have a short chat....

I had always tell Xiao Nu that their such gesture and appreciation are my achievement... It is immeasureable and most fulfilling to me. This is what has kept me going and to do even better in my OJT coaching....

Just wanna say: WELL DONE, BOYS AND GIRLS! I am so proud of ALL OF YOU! For those who had left or will be leaving to pursue your studies/interest, ALL THE BEST and I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ALL OF YOU....so FORGET ME NOT.....:)

FRIENDSHIP!

2008-05-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

Received the below message via sms from one of OJT cross trained. It's pretty meaningful to me hence I am putting this here:

Friendship is Made In the Heart.

Silence.

Unwritten.

Unbreakable by distance.

Unchangeable by time.

Once a FRIEND, Always a FRIEND.

Not everyone think the same as above... I do believe in affinity. Sometimes, if a friendship ended, this means that the affinity between yourself and this friend of yours has reached a "time out" stage... it may continue again... when? I don't know.... it may not continue afterall....

To me. FRIENDS don't have to meet up so frequently and stick like a superglue.... so long we are able to pick up where we left off the last time, this is what i call FRIENDSHIP!

Sichuan Earth Quake Charity Show

2008-05-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

25 May 2008 - Sichuan Earth Quake Charity Show @ 7pm
Managed to reach home on time at 7pm to catch the charity event....
Already sobbing like a baby when it only got to the 2nd segment....... Unable to continue watching it anymore....Went out of the house while sonny DaRen was singing......
Went to a coffeeshop (with no TV off course) and had a cup of Iced Teh with Eddie....
While passing time at the coffeeshop, made a call to the donation hotline to make my small contribution....

The BI8 iDea Carnival

2008-05-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

2 Cool Mums!
(left: Karen right: Anne)

25 May 2008
Went to the Carnival event and met up with some of the FC members and off course our dear Ms President: KAREN!

1st time attending such event and looking forward to many more..... :)
At least if my Charmaine were to tell me she is gonna attend such event, I would be able to share my experience with her....who to look out for...especially weirdo like the weird old fellow photographer....too bad... i did not took a pix of him....should have done it....U see...being a working mum nowsaday is really no easy task sia....hehehe....

Cancelled Friendster & Facebook account

2008-05-25T09:35:00.005+08:00

Birth of my friendster account: 9th August 2007
Death of my friendster account: 25th May 2008
R.I.P

Birth of my Facebook account: cannot remember
Death of my Facebook account: 25th May 2008
R.I.P

Dear all,

Just to notify all that I have officially cancelled my Friendster & Facebook account. (FINALLY!)

In the first place, the reason why i have created a Friendster/Facebook account is because I just want to know how do they work as you know i have kids(mum really need to keep in touch with the latest fad in order to be able to communicate with children/youngsters nowsaday) and not because i wanna prove how many friends i have in this life....

I have always believed that you do not need that many friends to understand you....even if you only have 1 who understand you is good enuff... Duration of time is also not the factor to determine friendship rather the chemistry between 2 persons is the determining factor... Hence, if you feel that you have recently got to know a new friend and you "mo ming qi miao" can really connect with this new friend, go ahead to let that person know.... else, you would end up with regrets... Life is too short to have so many regrets in your life....

HARLEM WORLD TOUR 2008!

2008-05-25T08:39:00.003+08:00

HARLEM ROCKS!
END OF SINGAPORE LEG OF HARLEM TOUR 2008

HARLEM!

HARLEM!
(Taken before the start of concert)

24th May 2008 is yet another "THE DAY"!

HARLEM WORLD TOUR 2008 CONCERT is FINALLY here!

Whoo Hoo..........

I am so gald and happy that I attended this concert of his cos it's the only one in S'pore in his 20 years of singing journey....

Was the first to be at the Entrance Premier....hahaha... never thought that I would be the 1st in the queue wor.... It's another 1st time of mine to watch a concert.... Never been to one throughout my coming to 35 years of my life....Like what my cousy-Joyphine said: "like going after STARS leh"....whahaha.... yah yah yah....

We were damn HIGH! throughout the concert and sang to those songs we know how to sing....Imagine we were so tired and voice was hoarse due to the screaming, clapping and waving throughout the entire concert... whoo hoo.....!!!

HARLEM ROCKS! We were soooooooo soooooooo near him cos our seats are the 3rd row in front of the stage........oh man! Never in our life, we could have imagine that he is so near to us and having watching him at such a close view throughout the entire concert....

Jessie and Li Li were at the concert too but they were at T seats hence unable to get HIGH together with them.....a pity really.... Imagine we were seated together....Woof! the floor will shake too lorz.... cos we ROCKS too!

SMELL OF RAIN!

2008-05-24T00:32:00.004+08:00

SINEMA OLD SCHOOL Up
9 flight of stairs...*pant* *pant*
Down

The "SMELL OF RAIN DAY" came....and it's still lingering in my thoughts till now.... hehehe...

Saw this film together with Xiao Nu-Jessie.

Before we could watch this film, we gotta climbed 9 flights of stairs and each flight had 13 steps...so u go and count lah...how many steps in total we climb... aiyo...I somemore is an obasan... climb until out of breath ah... and when we get to the top of the hill, we alreaydy perspire like nobody's business lor...Tomorrow, I shall start my jogging and skipping exercise....

Then, we kinda got lost and dunno how to get to the Sinema tix collection office.... we walked till opposite Sophia Court ah...perspire non-stop again... at that point of time, me and jessie feel like exploding ah...Luckily, we ate a "breadtalk" bread while on the way walking to Sinema ... 2nd luckily is a young girl called Jeannie(dunno if it's spelt this way) who offered to pick us up at the general office of old school so that we would not get lost a 2nd time when i called Sinema again asking for direction of the tix collection office... A BIG round applause to her for being so helpful and kind to offer such ABCD(Above & Beyond Call of Duty) service... *clap* *clap* *clap*.....

Xiao nu said that perspiration is always involved when we wanna do somethings which has Nat in it... Ya ya... I agreed cos the 1st time we get to know him at the charity rehearsal, we also have to perspire alot then now watch his 1st debut film, also have to perspire alot.... *Phew*.....

However, all perspiration is worth it cos it's a good film to catch it.... provided you are a high calibre person who know how to appreciate "arty" film hor....else don't waste your time complaining after you watch it if you don't belong that category....

This film brought back some of my unhappy and happy memories of my childhood and good old school days....*sob* *sob* + *happy :)* *happy:)*

Back to being just a Trainee

2008-05-22T00:21:00.000+08:00

Started my mobile cross training yesterday and it would last till 2 June 2008....
Back to being a trainee's days... Cool!
Proof of learning - nicer way to put it....it's simply TEST lah... TEST TEST TEST everyday lorz...
Stressed sia cos passing marks is 85% leh... not just passing passing marks-50 lorz....
Some more i am an OJT coach rite, so cannot anyhow whack lor... hence, becoming a studious student every nite now... eh...then what am i doing now...blogging leh...hahaha... all work no play, how can? Must take a break mah so took this chance to update my blog lorz...

Xiao Nu helped me in re-decorating my blog and i simply loves it!!!
THANK YOU, XIAO NU!

Audio Technica's Blogging Contest!

2008-05-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

Saw this blogging contest via NATurally Nat Forum at http://naturallynat.net
The NATurallyNat Family Rocks!

Here's my entry for the Audio Technica's Blogging Contest!

I am someone who is very particular of the ear-phone product which i used. Reason being that i gets migraine easily if i do not use suitable ear-phones when i listen music via ipod or my handphone... so far, i have only used sony ericsson and ipod ear-phones.

As i saw this blogging contest at Nat's Forum, i went to Audio-Technica's website to check out it's product and immediately fell in love with the ATH-CK1 Inner- Ear Headphone. It's so lady-like and i believe all ladies will love it at first sight.... It's a flower style earphone which is developed especially for ladies by Audio-Technica's female development team and it comes in 3 sizes, small, medium and large. The earphones come with 6 colourful flower design storage case; Clover, Hibiscus, Orchid, Pansy, Plumeria & Sunflower. It does have a beautiful container which can be used to put your accessories.
http://www.audio-technica.com.sg/products/headphones/ath-ck1
Check out the website!

Post Broadway Beng Withdrawal Syndrome!!!

2008-05-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

15 May 2008 - Broadway Beng! 3
Went with Xiao Nu - Jessie to watch this "Cow-Peh-Cow-Bu" show!
It's REALLY GOOD lor! Boh Sian Ni A! Sebastian si TONG KONG A!
If you have missed it this round, gotta wait for next year liaoz maybe!

16 May 2008

Went to "The Daily Scoop" with the "GANG"! This eye-c-cream cafe is damn good lor... trust me! It's one and only outlet i heard... It's located at Sunset Way... a nice place for chit-chatting gossiping lah... hehehe...

18 May 2008

Was at NLB @ Bugis for a charity event. It's a collaboration between Starhub, NLB and Nickelodeon.... It's a Birthday Bash for the children aged between 5yrs old to 10yrs old. Basically, we helped out to motivate the under-privileged children in the event...sing song together and finally cut the birthday cake.... Though, it's a short 2 hrs event, it's VERY FULFILLING and MEANINGFUL! How i wish i could rope in Charmaine and Aidan and show them how lucky they are and also at the same time, they could do their bits for charity too! My name even appeared in the press release in starhub website: http://www.starhub.com./portal/site/StarHub/menuitem.876159666306d8a8aa494b608324a5a0/?vgnextoid=99301840a0e3c010VgnVCM10000038425a0aRCRD&vgnextfmt=ItemCMId%3A51efecacdbbf9110VgnVCM100000464114acRCRD

quoting me the following:

Ms Anne Loy, StarHub’s Customer Service Team Leader who volunteered for the event and assisted a group of children with making their ‘pirate flags and hats’, said, “As a parent of two young children, I understand how much children love parties. I am glad that I have been able to help out in some small way, and share in the joy of the parents and children present here today.”

hehehe...was very honoured sia... :) Looking forward to the next charity event... Li Li mentioned something about clearing rubbish at a beach.....:)

After the event, Jessie recommended Xin Yuan Ji @ Tan Quee Lan Street to eat "yu rou mee fen".. it's good one lor.... Their lime juice also very powerful one lor... :) Try it! if you need to get full address, send me a comment or email me if you have my email address...

It's such an eventful week! Really enjoyed it!

THIS WEEK!

19 May 2008

Went Par Tor today with dear dear and brought him to Xin Yuan Ji to try the Yu Rou Me Fen and he likes it! Jessie - U are rite! He likes it! Hahaha...

20 May 2008

It's Charmaine's BIRTHDAY! Would be celebrating her BIG DAY at home off course....

Upcoming events would be going to see "Smell of Rain" on 23 May 2008 and "Harlem Concert" on 24 May 2008... YIPPEE! can't wait for these days to come..... :) Will update you all again...

Cheerios!

Join NATurallyNat Family!

2008-05-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey... Joined NATurallyNat Family today!
Received a VERY BIG WELCOME from the FAMILY! Whoo Hoo...

1st time joining a FC and most amazing is that it operates like a FAMILY! Cool!
If anyone who happen to read this and is interested, you may proceed to:
http://naturallynat.net/forums
to sign up and join our BIG AND WARM FAMILY! Go on, don't be shy! Go ahead to do whatever you would like just like how i always tell my kids to pursue whatever interest they would want to try....(off course as long as it's not illegal stuff..u know...)..hahaha....

A song for BOTH OF US!

2008-05-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

Was listening to Daren's album via my handphone in a cab and came across a special song which represents my feelings towards my hubby dearest-Eddie! This song is called: Wo Hui Quan Xin Quan Yi Ai Zhe Ni. Listen to its lyrics... It's really meaningful...maybe not to you but it is to me!
While listening to this song, tears trickled down my cheeks naturally...dunno why but it kind of touches my inner heart...Suddenly memories kept flowing back and it reminds me of all the ups and down both of us had went through for the past 13years of marriage.... Have sent DaRen a THANK YOU message for such a beautiful song he had sang...it really touches my heart!

Here, I would like to THANK my hubby dearest-Eddie for the past 13years of happiness which he had given me (off course got sad one lah but not gonna mentioned it cos happiness superceded sadness!)... Dear Dear, if you happen to read this, THANK YOU for being with me and stood by me and loving me with all your heart even when i can be stubborn(like an oxen) or difficult at times... THANK YOU for trying to make me smile or crack into laughter with some of your clowny act at times when i look sad or unhappy....

Will upload Daren's wonderful songs in my blog once i get the hang how to do it... hahahaha... please pardon this chilli mum for being so computer nerd lah... I am trying my best to catch up with the latest trend which is blogging liaoz....

Sleepless nights....Beautiful Memories!

2008-05-08T03:24:00.000+08:00

2 Pretty Moos :)

Post Charity Event Bu-Huay with Lenus & Eunice!

Left: Sonny Daren Middle: Nat Di Di Right: Xin Fu

3 Fabulous Boys and A Chilli Mum!!! Hahaha....

It's another sleepless night... wonder what's wrong with me recently... Just cannot get to sleep... it's just not me... sleeping is one of my hobby you know.... sigh.... eyes are still wide open as at 3:26am!!! OMG!!! Is it because of Kopi Chino....or....sigh.....

Anyway, since i am unable to catch a date with zhou gong now, might as well put some pixes of my recent beautiful memories here then...

Seeing the pixes reminds me of the tiring but fun loving time we had during our rehearsals... no words can describe my current mixed feelings now.... On one hand, i know life still must move on... on the other hand, how i wish time will keep rewinding back the past 3 memorable weeks... It was REALLY an enjoyable time!!!

THK Charity Show!

2008-05-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

Finally "THE DAY" came and went like a gush of wind....
4th May 2008 was the THK Charity Show which 11 of starhubbers + 3 Mediacorp artistes(Ben/Daren/Nat) were involved in presenting an item called "Qi Xin He li Chuang Qi Ji" aka Mini Olympic Game... We FINALLY did it and the performance is really excellent! All hard work put in by all of us did not go down the drain though we were kind of demoralised during our last few rehearsals as the "final product" did not turn out too well....Guess the mini olympic game's comrades know what i mean.... Well, team! We should be proud of ourselves for presenting such an excellent performance! Yeah!
Tak Kor, Chin and Chan were watching closely at us nervously and were all so HAPPY + RELIEVED when they saw that the performance is so much better than what they saw during the last few rehearsals...Phew!
Now, there is a sense of emptiness and sadness here cos no more training rehearsals with the Mini Olympic Game Gang...*sob* *sob* *sob* Dearly misses the late nite training....
Can't write anymore cos too sad to continue.....

What a day!

2008-05-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

Wanted to write early this morning say about 1am but maxonline was down...shucks!
On 02/05/08, Chin expressed his heartfelt thanks to us for helping out...Am pretty touched by his gesture...Though no tears flowed out as it was done on a quite light hearted way but i believe most of us if not all were touched by his appreciation speech...though he did emphasized that he is not good in giving thank you speech... Chin - if u happen to read this, it does not take a well scripted speech to give a thank you speech... what we want to hear is hearfelt words from the bottom of your heart and i believe u mean what u had said to us that evening... THANK YOU, BIG CHILLI! And you did bother to remember our names too! This is already good enuff...really!

Tak Kor gave us his hotpot restuarant namecard and he even said that he will not forget us though he only get to know us for a few weeks... He is really good in his job...hmm..correction, i should say it's his passion towards media industry... though we communicate like a duck and chicken (he say cantonese and i replied in mandarin), we are still able to communicate...:)

Today is another tiring day but fun cos beside able to see the mini olympic game gang, we saw harlem...whoo.... he is really good....and he waved at US! Oh my god! We waved to his singing and were enjoying ourselves so much! :) We also saw Qin Xiang Lin - oh man...I can still remember that I always watches the taiwanese show with him and Qin han as the male lead. What a nite man! Hmm...am considering going to harlem's concert man...

My basic theory test is coming and i have not yet done my revision...sigh...wonder if i can pass...

2008-05-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

My Own Online Journal!!! Finally!

2008-05-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long long(power of 10) time that i have written down my thoughts.....

Was having a long chat with xiao nu-jessie to catch up the latest updates in our lives...and had told her that i should start having my own online journal so as to release my thoughts and at least i have a channel to look back what went on in my life when i slowwwwwly age gracefully(hehehe... cannot tahan me rite...)

How should i start? sigh... there is so much to tell....

Suddenly thought of my dear grandma aka po po... it's been long time that i "talked" to her... Am i so busy till i have no time to "talk" to her anymore?...kinda angry with myself...

Recently was roped in by cousin Yawa to participate in a charity event which is gonna screened on this coming sunday,04/05/08, 7pm. Had been attending rehearsals after work for the past few weeks...tired, tired, nothing but tired....

Am gald that i have participated in this event(beside for good cause off course!), as we got the opportunity to meet fabulous guys, namely, BY(my xinfu on set), DT(Sonny Da Ren), NH(DiDi), Chin and Tak Kor... We really had lots of fun during our rehearsals...think at times Chin feels like crushing us i guess...hahahaha...cos we always take loads of pixes every time we are there... This is one of the beautiful memories in my life :)....Will update pixes once Ah Ron consolidated all of our camera pixes..:)

Gotten the opportunity to get to know Xinfu, Sonny Da Ren and NH Di Di during our short short break in the midst of our rehearsals.....

Xinfu - a jovial and ice breaking fellow...

Sonny Da ren - like a mischevious little boy and hope that he will still keep his tong zhen in him

NH Di Di - a boy-next-door guy who is really a thinker(i guess..). He needs loads of choco to raise his happiness homones...

Beautiful moments are always quick to end...We are nearing the showtime date...Wonder if we would still be in touch with those fabulous guys after the show...

Today, we bought a golden retriever puppy(3mths old). Charmaine and Aidan were overjoyed.

They named her "Golden"... Welcome to our family, Golden...:)