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Well, I know i have not been updating my blog for a long long long long time....
Just don't have the mood to do it i guess....
I still owe xiao nu some pixes to be uploaded onto her blog... Yes, i still remember lah... I saw your note in your blog liaoz....

Outing with Charlyn, Clare aka fishball and xiao nu is always not enough as we have alot to catch up and share... share gossips lah.... Charlyn going to China coming september for her school attachment...Am still waiting for her to organise a trip to my housie to see Golden (that's who she and xiao nu wanna visit...hahaha)... So Miss Charlyn, please do see to the arrangement ah... Count on you liaoz....

Life @ work is busy with new OJT newbies and off course Express Class training... It's always good to be busy as it leaves you no space and time to dwell on unhappy things/issues....

My cousy-wan en says i always look as if i am happy and optimistic...but deep in my heart, i may be very unhappy.... well, everyone have his/her own ups and downs... I am just trying my best not to affect other pple's mood because of my own personal problems... it would not be fair to whoever is around me... guess this is one of my stubborn streak i suppose....

I have happy times too... like when my children(Charmaine and Aidan) are happy, like when Eddie is cheery and talkative, like going outings with my beloved friends and cousies, like when Golden learnt new things such as learning to listen to my commands such as sit! stay! It's tough though but perserverance does pays off when you does the training consistently...

Recently, it has always been rainy days... just like my feelings.... Suddenly thought of "Smell of the Rain"....